Always The Bad / Never The Good

Good Day to You All,

Keeping up with a blog is not as easy as it sounds.  Others are better then most if that makes any sense.  I wish that I can write about picture perfect daily events or moments that has brought me great joy.  I question my sanity at times.  How much longer can a person go while feeling blue.  Medication helps but is not a cure.  20 years of pain is horrible for anyone to comprehend.  Writing is not my thing.  I force myself to write because it helps me deal with the pain.  It helps to know that I am not the only human on the planet who is going through this.  I know that I am not alone.  Writing and sharing just helps.

Depression Hurts.  Mentally and Physically!