Good couple of Hours with my Family Today…

Most of my day was a struggle to make it through however, there was a few hours where I felt very happy. My wife reminded me of this when she read my recent blog post.  Its true.  I love her so much.  She is my rock.  My family is my life.  They give me the strength to continue the fight…

I’m very happy to have the strength to Blog Today…

Good Day to You All,

I feel like it has been a long time since I have posted.  Yes it has.  It has almost been a month.  Wow.  That a long time.  Why haven’t I blogged you may ask?  Well, I can’t really explain it.  Hours turns to days, Days turn to weeks very fast.  Time goes by so fast.  My illness is like a roller coaster ride.  It has its ups and downs.  More Down then ups unfortunately.   It seems that everything has been annoying me for no apparent reason.  None what so ever.  I should be thrown into a closet. When I feel this way it just makes everyone who comes in contact with me frustrated.  There is really nothing they can do.  It is me.  I’m the problem.  

I curious to know if anyone else can relate to this?  I really haven’t heard from my followers in a long while.  If you think that I’m talking crazy please just say so in a comment.  I really need your support and help.  Depression Hurts.  It really Hurts!

On top of everything else that is wrong with me, am I also Bipolar?  If so then I’m really messed up.