Wednesday, May 21st….

Good day to you all,

Finally a true day off from work. My wife is also off. It’s a little cloudy up here in the mount ions in the northeast. My son is learning to ride his bike which he calls a motorcycle. No pain mentally and or physically.

Just wanted to check in. I hope all is well in your lives.

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Good Day!

Good Day to You All,

Just woke up.  No Pain Mentally and or Physically.  My wife is still asleep.  Wow does she snores.  I’m sure she would say the same about me when i’m sleeping.

Looking forward to going to work.  Just looked a Google now to see my commute time.  Not good.  looks like there are various accidents reported along my route.  may need to leave early.  we will see.  I don’t want to move right now.  just saver every moment of what what I am experiencing right now.

I hope all is will within our community.  Of not please comment and lets work together in turning a negative in a positive.

I love you all!

Very depressed!

Good day to you all,

I am not being so well today. It is my first day back to work and I am miserable. Just yesterday I was happy and looking forward to returning back. No sure as to what happened. I love what I do. My employees have shown there support In so many ways today. They are happy that I’m back. Why is all of this causing me so much pain?

I really do know what’s going on with me. I feel that I’m of no use to anyone. I know that is not true. I can’t seem to control myself. Medication can only do but so much.

My thoughts are all over the place….

Day at the Doctors / Bad News…

Good Day to You All,

Was not feeling well today.  On top of my mental illness I also have chronic pain in my shoulder.  These past couple of days however it decided to really act up.   Went to the doctor today and was told not to return to work until my orthopedic doctor clears me.   I have an appointment made for Wednesday.  Nothing sooner was available.  Well, I can make the best of this and not stress out.  My youngest son can stay with me at home rather then going to Daycare.  He is something else.  I love him to death.  My eldest sons are at a stage where they really don’t want to hang out with dad.  They rather have there cell phones glued to there faces.  Its so funny to watch them.  

Looking forward to spending time with my family at home.  No choice but to make the best of it.  

Love you all!