Well it’s raining here in the northeast. Something about the rain always makes me feel bad. In addition to my continued depression, the rain makes it worse. I’m happy that I was able to schedule an appointment with my doctor within the week. I need to talk about options. Life should not be this difficult to live.

I want to share with you all a beautiful moment that I experienced last night when I returned home from work. Since my youngest son (4 years old) does not have his own room, he sleeps with us. Anyway when I entered our bedroom, both my wife and son were asleep. A beautiful sight. I love them so much and for that moment, I was cured of my illness. Went upstairs to check in on my other two sons, both asleep. I love them so much. I was happy and proud.

Thanks to you all for your continued support. I enjoy writing this blog. It has helped me put into words what I am experiencing. It truly helps. I’m not alone.