Good morning to you all!

Today was a rough day for me. I almost lost it. If it wasn’t for my wife, I would have had a nervous breakdown. I can’t shake this depression. Why can’t I be happy? We have experience in dealing with our illnesses. We know the warning signs. What are yours? My is as simple as a headache. Everyone at one time or another get done. What’s different about mine is that it begins within my temple and it starts to throb. No pain killer can take it away. Everything goes downhill from there.

My prescription meds are the only drug that corrects this. I take my meds as prescribed however every now and then I relapse. There are times where meds have failed. It happens more now then ever before. Tomorrow I will make an appointment to see my doctor to discuss my current meds and dosages.

I was loosing it today. I thought I was going crazy. I was looking for my dark hole however I could not find it. Depression hurts. It really hurts.